Not happy

This is crazy!  I've never had a cold or even the flu wipe me out like whatever this crud is.  I think I will be better the next day & "the next day" has come & gone a couple of times and I still feel bad.  It's especially terrible in the mornings; that's when I feel like my inner ear is swimming in the deep end of the pool.  It takes until close to 11:00am 
before the "swimmy" feeling leaves my head (for the most part).  That's when I foolishly think:  "Tomorrow, I'll feel good enough to go to the barn and have some long overdue Kramer time."  So far it hasn't worked out that way.  It's been since last Friday that I rode.  This is killing me.  I have the Athens show looming ahead and I wanted to have logged a lot of hours in the saddle.  I feel the pressure of falling behind schedule.  I think that my confidence is directly affected by my preparedness when it comes to most things in my life but especially horse shows.
However, I am the eternal optimist and will again believe that tomorrow, I'll feel good enough to go to the barn and have some long overdue Kramer time!